Hey its me again, and i am back with a who new game. Things seem to be getting brighter and it is only the begining of the summer.
Things are getting better as it goes. I have a new bf and i am happy about it. We have only been dating a short time but i feel like i have a big connection with him already.
Every time he walks in the door he makes me smile, and every time i know he is on his way i get really excited. You know that feeling you get in your chest and you get goosebumps. I get that feeling. When he holds me, i feel comfortable. Then when he smiles at me or lays on me i am more comfortable then ever.
I havent been this happy in a very long time. The last time i felt like this i got hurt really badly and it has taken me a long time to get out of feeling heartbroken.
The only things i am worried about is that i may get my heartbroken, however like the one saying i found: "Love is giving him the power to destroy you, but trusting him not to." And believe it or not it is true.
Every girl in her life will once get there heart broken, and it will hurt. Guys can be heart breakers, but at some point you find someone who is just right for you. Everyone does, but the only way to do that is to keep looking, and everything will be fine.
So now i am happy again, and i am hoping that it will stay that way. He is sweet and treats me the way i deserve to be treated and i am not going to let anyone take that from me again...However i still wondering what this is.
I wouldnt say it is love because i just started dating him and it couldnt be anywhere near that, but maybe its just that i really really really like him.
Well whatever it is im happy about it, and nothing will take that away from me at this time. I am really really happy. And i hope i can share this happiness and let it rub off on others, and make them happy as well. ^^